Lucky, very lucky!

In retrospect, time seems to fly by....these past couple of months are just a blur now...my gaze briefly pausing at a few milestones...probably those that are to have a great impact on me- me, the person. GRE.......shaku aji passed away.............poo n me........ruta n me......ganpati .......the fotos......blogosphere connects...phones ......WE...everything just clicks...........mild, innocuous crushes........barriers dissolve.......chaos...confusion!!.........life luks complicated ......or have I complicated it?.........of course.........why compare with ppl around..why not?....after all we are well trained in relative grading.....nothing's absolute....atleast I thought so, till then....where is the mind and where the heart?.........the boundaries became indistinct.........i realised ....courage is what i lack.....i gave up hope in me......this was not for me......or so I resolved .......'it happens when u least expect it'........and it sure did...........I knew only love.......the tumult vanished....i was suddenly at peace.......it was omnipotent....i cudn't question it.......it had to be right......'coz I somehow just knew!.....My, was I scared!...It was a new language..I seem to be born knowing it.......yet, never discovered it.......seem to be born to speak it....It is certainly how Heaven must feel !!.......To think of all that cud have obeyed Murphy's law..I only have this to say, "..we are lucky, very lucky!"